I was missing assertiveness. Missing boundary setting.

I’d never stood up for myself.

I never went for what I wanted.

I didn’t say what I really thought—because I was too afraid.

I didn’t have an override that kicked in and said, “Nah, fuck it, you need to say this.”
I didn’t have that “Nah, fuck it, do it.”

I didn’t have that click—the one that’s so needed in so many situations. Without it, I missed out.

I could see that I missed out.

I missed out on dates.

I missed out on job opportunities.

I missed out on stopping a bully.

I missed out on setting boundaries with people—boundaries that would’ve made the relationship a lot healthier in the long run.

I missed out on taking risks, on going for what I wanted—because I didn’t have that inner click that said, “Nah, fuck it, do it. You better fucking do it.”

That kind of inner coach. That aggressive, drill-sergeant voice that says, “Cut your bullshit. Get on with it.”

I’m not saying fear is always unhelpful, but there comes a point where fear is just doing its job—and it’s not actually helping anymore.

It’s just stopping you from doing something that’s even more beneficial—but scary.

To dive deeper into this topic, check out the original video here:

https://youtu.be/f4P-rDQmExg

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